My Future Goals and Aspirations!

My name is Xueqin Ruan and I have been living in Brooklyn, New York for the past eight years. However, I was born and raised in China. I am currently a senior at Medgar Evers College, CUNY and earning my second Bachelor Degree in Childhood Education and Special Education. Besides as a college student, I am a lightworker, who spreads light and love in this world.

As a lightworker, I focus on my spiritual enlightenment, and constantly heal myself in the past several years. As a prospective special education teacher, I enjoy working with children of all ages and embrace challenges. I am a life-long learner, and I spend much time learning new skills, for example, I am learning Astrology, Healing, Divination, etc. I believe everyone has potential to learn everything as long as he could discover his potential by following his heart and intuition. I constantly heal and evolve myself to spread more love and light to this world. 

As I walked on the spiritual path, I’ve had a different perspective to view this world and all the things that happened in my past. My spiritual journey was beginning in 2020 when I met my twin flame. I began to meditate nearly every day, and like being close to nature. All my chakras were open after I was doing meditation for two months. My crown chakra could receive messages from the universe, and I could communicate with my angels and Ascended Masters in my heart chakra by telepathy. I discovered I am a lightworker, spreading light and love is my mission. I also find being a teacher, healer, and spiritual writer are my life purpose. 

I have passion in teaching young children, and spiritual development. I wish one day, I could integrate both of them to awaken everyone’s potential and let everyone build a relationship with God or High-self, which is the best version of oneself.  I wish one day I could be a spiritual mentor to guide everyone to find the way to one’s eternal Home. I wish I could  have a  positive influence on others or this world. I wish one day, we could build a new world, where there is no illness, homelessness, war, or hunger; where there is a society full of harmony, bliss, and well-being!

What do you want to do with the rest of your life?

I read tarot card for myself. I ask my angels “What’s my life purpose?” Then here is my reading. They will be my pursing in the rest of my life. My life purpose has many options–being a teacher who inspires young people to learn; reading and writing books for sharing my love to this world; being an environmentalist who protects, nurtures, and teaches about nature and animals to others; being a healer with kind words, wise advice, and an empathetic ear; reading oracle cards for myself and others, etc. My angels also tell me, “You are fully supported as you devote yourself to your Divine life purpose.” Meanwhile, I will achieve infinite abundance when I devote myself to my life purpose! So I will follow my heart and my intuition to walk on the right path towards my life purpose in the rest of my life.

The New College Classroom

After I attened the extraordinary event that held by Professor Cathy Davidson and Dr. Christina Katopodis, I would like to read the book The New College Classroom. This event is extremely revolutionary for the current college education. They proposed that college education should be differential instruction, according to different students’ learning styles or individual needs. And in the current college learning environment, professors talk a lot, and students engagement is not ideal. So our college education does need a revolution!

The New College Classroom gives us many special but practical teaching methods, and trigger us to think about how pedagogy should be changed according to “The People.” It also make me to think Why will we learn? Learning should be an enjoyful thing. First, because of curiousness, we would like to explore something. Then, with the process of learning, I want to know more about it, so we start to deep dig into it. At last, everyone would be an expert in one’s interested field. That should be the mission of education.

This event gives me an opportunity to think about What’s the most ideal education? And what’s the ultimate purpose of education? In my opinion, the ultimate purpose of education is helping students to find his/her life purpose. In spiritual perspective, everyone comes to the earth brings at least one life purpose. So as teachers or parents, we should let children to try everything he/she feels excited things, that’s the easiest way to find his/her life purpose. The ultimate purpose of education shouldn’t in order to increase income, accumulate wealth, or level up class because when you do the things really make you excited, you’ll do your level best, at last you must be successful, and income, wealth, achievement, and reputation will be also on their ways to you! This is very natural thing, it’s also the way of floating down the stream with the universe rule!

Be the leader, you’re not alone!

Many starseeds and old souls enjoy their own company. Spending time alone can be comforting and necessary for their vitality, as it allows them to commune with their soul and fill up their energetic resources.

In our increasingly online world, we can be “connected” to more people. Don’t underestimate the power of sharing your story. It’s by hearing someone else’s journey that we feel less alone.

The difference between a follower and a leader is that a leader has the courage to go first. In stepping out, they shine a light on the path for others to venture forward too. Don’t stuck in age, income, hobbies, or occupation. The best way to discover your soul tribe is to look in the mirror. Your tribe are longing for exactly the same thing as you were/are and might only be one step behind you.

You don’t need anyone’s permission, just the courage to stand up. Your tribe is waiting for you. Being a leader, and step forward, so they can find you!

New Earth will be born in our generation! We are so lucky!

We should know earth is just one planet in the universe. Now our Earth Monther is in ascension to the fifth Dimension. After our human’s collective consciousness is raised to a sufficient degree, we will go into the “New Earth” or “New World.”

All human beings will have the power and responsibility to rebuild your world together, and you will come together in communities based on equality. Everyone has the responsibility to say what he thinks about something. No one is above another. Only sentient beings communicate in a new consciousness, for when man has gone through the Cleansing he will have another consciousness, and he will begin to acquire a non-dualistic consciousness that unites him with all his brothers to live in harmony for the highest good of all.

Each man will give according to what he is, according to what he knows, and there will be a group of beings who are more advanced in intelligence, evolution, and understanding of the laws of the universe to guard the order of the new world.

The word “war” would cease to exist. There will be very important and very positive communication between the communities.

True education will return, and children will gain complete respect for all beings and beings through understanding nature and kingdoms, and gradually learn to communicate with the environment to better protect and respect the environment.

In the new world, no one will feed on the flesh and blood of other beings, and the plant kingdoms will give themselves to the animal and human kingdoms that voluntarily make such sacrifices out of love.

People of the new civilization will also learn to use more energy to nourish themselves. You will learn more about energy bodies and capture and release energy in the universe for energy loops.

As you increase in vibration, humans will move into a multidimensional state and learn not to rely solely on food to sustain and replenish their energy. In the beginning, you will eat a lot of fruit, some huge flowers can also be eaten. Slowly, people become more and more, learn to use energy or planar to nourish yourself, you will be through direct absorption external energy to nourish yourself, that is to say, your subtle experience normal operation of the energy needed to bring you a flesh, many aspects of your body will no longer as it is now in a separate from each other and fracture, the closer they will link more harmonious.

With the help of this new energy, the physical form of the people will not be as different as it is now, no one will be too thin or need to show strength beyond others through strong muscles, your mind will adjust your physical form.

In your long dark programming, you have a sense that the shadow has great power, that its influence extends from the top to the bottom of the ladder, and that getting rid of the shadow will be very difficult. We want to show you that this is not the case, shadows are fragile! It does not know love, nor do the followers of the shadow upon earth, so they are also vulnerable.

You need to realize that love is a great life force, and when you have love, you have power. First do not be afraid of the shadow, because if you are afraid of it, you will give it more power, but if you are not afraid of it, it will retreat.

Your destiny is in your hands! We can say for sure that your future world will be far beyond your imagination.

You will have a very comfortable environment in the future; You will be able to use new technology to build skyways without destroying the natural environment. You will do it for happiness and not for power. 

The world you are going to create is a world of stability, a world of purity, a world where everyone can express themselves, where everyone is equally important. There will be no intellectual or cultural discrimination; All beings will be equal.

There will be differences between you. The younger soul will need the guidance and companionship of the older soul, but the differences will be fully respected, cultural and otherwise; And that’s what your society lacks right now: respect, respect for life, respect for yourself, respect for those around you.

You will have a life of freedom and joy, a life that allows you to evolve, not through pain, but through creation and love!

I am an expert on Tarot Card

I am just a learner in Tarot Card than an expert. I have Learned Tarot Card for nearly half year. At first I just watched the videos posted by Bloggers on YouTube, then this summer I learned it by myself. Why do I learn Tarot Card? It’s a long story. After I met my Twin Flame, I begen to spiritual awaken. In order to communicate with my angels besides me, I meditate and get answers by Tarot card. Here is an example of reading Tarot Card by me.

My question is “ What’s the meaning of our (My twin Flame and I) meeting?” Interesting, Here comes three Ace cards, represents a new beginning, new romantic relationship, new career, new birth, new growth. Angel number 111 also represents spiritual awaken.

1. You need to collaborate with each other, create something much more significant than if you were to undertake the project on your own.

2. You or your TF need to oversome–Although you have many tender feelings, especially a loved one, you might not have the courage to communicate those feelings or put them on display.

3. Learn to trust your heart. If at a new romance, you may be afraid to make the first move beyond simply falling in love. The fear of commitment in you or the person you love could be a barrier that leaves you feeling vaguely unfulfilled. Once you learn to move beyond your defenses, you’ll realize that these are feelings that money can’t buy and time can’t take away from you. In the past, you may have traumatic from lover or family. This has left a poigment mark, making it hard for you to trust. Learn to heal this old wound by opening your heart and allowing a new love energy to enter.

4. Don’t overthinking during the planning stages. Let one change lead naturally to the next. Too much criticism—blame and find fault will undermine a relationship, and your benefit in yourself. Although your meeting is an unexpected event, you are not alone, the two of you are so closely bound.

5. You are determined to defeat adversity. Honestly face yourself! Open a new career.

6. Commitment in a relationship. Reap your reward. The wonderful rewards and happiness that are coming your way. Very soon you shall have enough resources to do and possess whatever you want.

7. A new beginning, new opportunities. Freedom from the past constraints. You have infinite potential, bravely take risks!

8. You may have a negative, controlling, or undermining mother figure in your childhood. So you need to heal this trauma, learn to forgive.

9. Let go of the past! Hold on your past tightly cannot bring happiness to you now! Learn to let go the past, forgive others and yourself!

10. From the card, we can’t predict what will happen in the future, because you make the different decisions now will lead to the different future! So live in your present!